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Nukegara's avatar

The irony is that it is so easy to let go of these weird colonial obsessions and complexes. What makes it seem impossible is that the behaviors of narcissistic abuse and neglect have been passed down for so long that it has calcified into the only way of being and perceiving. But in reality, it is like a tiny island in a vast ocean of spontaneous generosity and reciprocity that makes life possible. And in that ocean, it is so easy, so natural to let it all go. So effortless. The colonized self will make you feel as if you are dying, but you are actually walking out of the hell on earth you've inherited from all your colonized ancestors. What comes after might be chaos. You might lose many things that you thought the universe owed you. But it feels so amazing to be able to feel the freshness of gratitude and humility for the first time in your life, in your body. Besides, you can't take any of it with you when you die anyways. And neither will your children or their children. So what is the fucking point?

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We have been taught for so long about what happened during colonialism but never so much 'why' (the greed excuse is certainly a very pallid explanation for those times that were characterised by such violent force and energy). I wonder if institutions feel it is too uncomfortable or too 'impolite' to mention a greater darkness that existed/exists in the hearts of colonisers.

One aspect that is unsettling is the role of missionaries in colonialism. Some of them possibly saw it as their life work to spread their 'civilising' Christianity to tame the 'barbaric natives'. Given how widespread and deeply held Christian belief is in much of Africa, it's undeniable that the missionaries made a serious impact.

There have been feminist explanations of colonialism that view it as quite a male instinct. The need to conquer and dominate countries seen as primarily a male drive. Of course, women have been and still are enthusiastic supporters of colonialism, too, so it seems the universal appeal of personal safety and invincibility that must accompany being in a god-like position to rule over people, is more a key motivator.

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